Ah, long time no catch up with Livejournal, is it not?

you know, i'd very like to, if i could, rewind 2010 just this once. seriously, i've got plenty regretful things happened in January. plenty? well, i guess it's not that plenty, but i still regret of the loss up until now. okay, first, i miss my ipod. i mean, my new ipod. here's the story. a classmate of mine borrowed it for around an hour or so, and unintentionally left it on another classmate of mine's table. things went, and to conclude it, i assumed it was stolen. but i trust all of my classmates, i know they won't do such unfunny thing like that. so the suspicion was pointed at someone who was in class after the school hour ended. which was, janitor. we didn't want to have negative thought like that, but it was absolutely peculiar if it's not stolen. then what? it vanished like wind. but when i asked the janitor responsible for my class, he looked and behaved honestly, i somehow could tell it. but who really knows the insides of people? only God. but i definitely can't converse with God so it left unravelled. i just couldn't force him out to tell the truth, moreover, i couldn't really differentiate which was the truth or the lie that came out of his mouth, plus, if he was being honest, i could've made him uncomfortable with all the suspecting talks. really, at that day, i wished that it was my birthday or April mop or January mop or all of it. but whoever made the prank, that guy sure had no sense of humour at all. turns out, it's not a prank anyway. ah fuck you thief, you've got hell for sure.

anyway, that friend promised me to buy a new one for me. i felt all sort of uneasiness. you know it feels not good receiving that thing in that way from a friend. additionally, she said she would buy it with her own allowance. that worsened it. my parents who happened to know it, have been demanding me to get it from her. and they won't listen any excuses. and that's irritating. tell you the truth, the story is longer than this but i've made my decision to minimalize it.

then my beloved headset broke also. i don't know who was responsible for that. i often lend it to people in the class. but when i was about to use it, i clutched it from my bag and saw the wire was a little bit creviced. i planned to covered it with sticking tape or something but didn't do it for few days. and later, the right one woudln't function. since i don't know who was accused for that, well, like it or not, i've gotta buy a new one, and of course with my own allowance. sucks, yeah?

now you know why i want to rewind the year. by the way, this is probably the last journal i write until all of the examinations are clearly done. approximately, on April. but it's beyond my knowing if i'm ever going to write more, not many, probably only one or two more, but i super doubt it.

the second by the way, people are being asses today. first, it's my teacher who announced that tomorrow's chemistry test was delayed, but minutes ago she came back and told everyone in class that it's not delayed. pretty good, eh? (i'm not in class for the time being, woke up late and decided not to come). and the second, it's my friend, who told me off like fuck aggravated of the teacher's fucking decision. oh goddamn that's not my fault. quite offended but i try not to give a damn. i used to be more angry than this, but i don't know. i feel weird today. i just want to point my middle finger to world and chemistry. ha.

And the title is for real.

seriously, i wouldn't have bought the CD of it if i'd seen the album first before hearing the music (because the artwork is not very much of my taste). well, i'm glad i've heard the songs prior to seeing this album artwork, because in fact the songs are awesome and the album artwork does not really describe the greatness of the songs inside (personal remark, of course).

and this one. i'm truthfully into dark-ish stuffs with mysterious sense and whatnot, and this one's got it, but, consider having not known about this belong to Electric Wizard, i also wouldn't have taken an interest toward this album, which actually Let Us Prey album has superb songs (well, by all means, it's Electric Wizard we're talking about!)

in the other side, if i saw this before the songs, then this would be something i might take without second glance or thought! nonetheless, in the end i only like one of all the songs. well, plus the album artwork. glad it didn't turn out as a rip-off.

as for these sodas, these look like something i would buy no matter the taste is good or not haha. can't you see that the designs are extreme coolness!?

anyway, can't blabber much. i've got flu and sore throat. oh crappy nose and throat feel uncomfortable so much. and this headache is blocking me from thinking clearly. way to go, the first illness of 2010. my hands are even slightly trembling while typing this. oh i hate when i can't think properly.

before putting an end of this entry, i'd like to say

happy new year 2010. all the best

wow each good or bad memories are countless that i even hardly remember whether it's within this year or years before. anyway, i'm going to make this entry to recall events that have happened along this year.
let's see
-i got my braces at 31th of December 2008. it hurt like hell i tell you. over the top, and so i celebrated new year with fucking toothache
-i celebrated new year at Grand Indonesia with my sister. we watched fireworks from that mall. it was good, putting the toothache aside. my parents were inside a movie theater, they didn't follow the countdown.
-and as for school, my scores were getting slightly better than the previous semester. thank you, God.
-i got closer with many of my classmates, especially Aldhin and Afi. we laughed A LOT about many things from trivial things to gossips.
-i think this is the year i found that Electric Wizard, Limbeck, and The Weepies were sublime!
-i went to Sushi Tei plenty times this year.
-i passed 11th grade and advanced to 12th grade. i was depressed to leave such great class. trust me, being in that class, almost everyday i laughed. there were many wits in the class, there wasn't a day that didn't have at least one comical, laughable event.
-i got into my 12th grade. and i'd never hated a class that much. i was anxious, angry, and even more depressed than how i were when i left my previous class. those days of the beginning of 12th grade were so much alike with hell.
-and i have overcome it! thank you, God! i've finally coped up with my class. everything has been better, really better. i still hope that it'd get better anyway. amen.
-next, this is also the year that i decided to pick Aeroengineering as priority, but had a change to Visual Communication Designing. i hope i can strive it good! amen.
-i met lot of new people, ranging in the age and personality.
-a schoolmate died of a sudden heart attack. may you always be in Allah's side. amen.
-i had my vacation in Bali. nice one.
-continued it to Singapore. i stuffed myself with Old Changkee. thank you to anybody who invented it, you made a great food. and also, this oyster food that tasted supreme. i've been wanting it again but it can be found nowhere in Indonesia. damn.
-i suffered great sorrow of my first semester's report card. it was terrible. it hit me so bad and i felt very ashamed of it.

well, i guess that's all that i can remember. in truth, there are more of them! from good ones to bad ones, though i don't really want to remember the bad ones. they can just vanish from my head.

How's it going? i'm quite fed up because of this swimming test i had this morning. swimming always makes us sleepy and hungry, huh? anyway, yesternight, i spared my time to post an entry here, but since i was lazy to go online, i tried to post on Livejournal Mobile. but turned out, i did not post anything, you see? the truth is, Livejournal Mobile is quite dissapointing i must say. it's too plain that it can't be any more plain! even Twitter and Facebook mobile have fancier design. i believe i mentioned my dissapointment toward it at my previous post. at first i was reluctantly fine with it, i was just going to be slightly grateful for being given a chance to post via mobile, since i hardly cope up with computer nowadays. but then i just noticed something at the moment i wrote the entry: there's a limit in writing. i mean, if we exceed the textbox, the text would be blocked and not be seen. damn so what's the point in posting then if we're only given more or less only seven rows to write? damn. i honestly did not expect that from Livejournal. i mean, Livejournal has cool features and all, so why can't they make the mobile version better? it appears as good as neglected, you see.

moving on, i told you that i had swimming test this morning. it went... uh, okay? well, i can say i could do better if i weren't choked up in the middle of it and my swimming goggles didn't mess me up. i was not damn ready at that time because the freaking teacher started it out of nowhere. ah, whatever. i felt like hanging out at Plaza Senayan but didn't have companion whatsoever. even if i had, i've got to finish this task that must be done by right today. and i figure out that i will be spending the rest of the day here in my house. oh to hell with that, you don't have any clue, not even at the slightest about how bad i miss the old time, when at these hours i was hanging out with friends/family or taking a blissful nap. bleh, it's no use thinking about it.

by the way, i'm starving. i wonder if it's lunchtime already. and wonder what on the table will be for lunch.